It has been nearly 11 months since my last suicidal thought. Other than the occasional teenage angst, I had never experienced the mental and soul wrenching turmoil some individuals, including Christians, are consistently inflicted…
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Christian Hedonmism Discipleship- Pauls and Timothys Failure Grief Lament Mental Health RepentanceJesus & Therapy
Written in the story of my faith is a cosmic battle the Father authored before time began by allowing what He hates in order to achieve what He loves. While Christ was breathing His…
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It started off like any other year. Except without birthday cake and candles. The year I was 31 made me out to be What I never imagined I would become. With fear, regret and…
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It was night. I could feel the ocean waves Gently tickle my feet As I stood in the shallow watersMy God, I longed to meet. It was night. The water now to my waistNow…
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The circular thoughts with no end in sight, No resolutions to be made, Just a continuous fight No winner, just more blows to my mind. Circular thoughts, words, questions, Knots in my mind Out…
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I come before You with open hands. I come before You all my questions. I come before You desiring to be obedient. Oh Lord, how do I mourn Someone not yet passed on from…
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A darkness surrounded me. An overwhelming darkness Where my own groans and cries couldn’t be heard Where weeping tarried night after night. The profit of death tempted me. Going down into the dust Seemed…